Divine Intervention?

I cannot tell you how many times in the last few days I have tried to post something...and the post would be lost or my laptop would freeze up.  I am glad it did though!  My attitude has not been the best lately and I would have hated myself if what I had written ended up posted.  I was not nice to some my friends and some of my family in those posts.  I was awful and while they will never know what I was thinking/writing, I apologize for even having those thoughts!

Things are CRAZY here....my job? OFF THE WALL!  We are busier than ever...which is a good thing!  Except it is stressing me out.  I spent today just getting caught up on some uppacking and some truck maintenance that I had been putting off for too long.  I feel a LOT better having those things off my plate but there is plenty more where that came from! LOL!

Even though my job is crazy busy, it is still just a contract position.  We just got renewed for another 6 months but who knows what will happen after that.  The company I am contracting with is the same company I worked for 3 years ago and I absolutely loved it!  They are one of the Top Ten companies in the world and awesome to work for.  If this contract goes bust, I really hope I can get on permanent with them.  I would love that!  Unfortunately, that would probably mean I would have to leave NC to do it.  I have lived in NC all my life.  I am open to moving but I would hate to be away from my family and it looks like most of the permanent positions for my background are in CA - a place I have never even visited let alone thought about moving to!  Plus it would be my luck that I finally have that great committed relationship that I have looked for all my life and have to choose between having a great career to build on and be able to build a great life with someone with or choosing love with its flighty way of being.  All I have to say is he had better be pretty dang special!  LOL!

Well, I actually have plans for the evening....for a change!  LOL! Guess I better get ready!  Thanks for listening to me rant! :)  Hope you are living in the lap of love and happiness! :)