What A FuNked Up Week!

Have you ever had one of those weeks where you wish you could just ball it up and throw it in the trash?  I WANT A DO-OVER!  This past week absolutley sucked!  Work is stupid!  We are doing an AWESOME job and have been called on the carpet as a group for something stupid and irrelavent...told to play nice when we already do.  Sometimes I wonder if Mgmt does that to make people get frustrated and want to move on!  Well, it has come this close (*snap*) to working for me!  I am already frustrated at the lack of opportunities here.  Almost three years here with no evaluations, one pay raise, no true promotions, tons of nepotism, lots of backtracking and butt kissing (something that is not my style).  It is at the point this week that I am thinking back 15 years and wishing I had joined the military!  Darn that Marine recruiter for not being just a little more persuasive!  If he had put as much effort into recruiting me as he did hitting on me and my roommate, things could have been a lot different.  DOGGONE!  Maybe it is time to start thinking about relocating again!  I know in earlier posts I mentioned moving to the west coast but due to some changes in my family (which I will not go into here), that would not be a good idea. 

My next big event for my promotions company has been pushed from October 15 to FEBRUARY!  My web designer has disappeared off the face of the earth and I am stressed beyond belief!  I have a October 15 deadline for my sponsors or they are pulling their backing.  Anyone who knows me will tell you that I usually let things roll off me like water on a duck's back but this is stuck in my craw! (Along with many other things).

My personal life sucks!  I had met a guy online, thought things were great, but things are on hold.  Our plans to meet face to face are not working out.  His job is getting crazy so he will be working more cutting into the time we could meet.  I sure hope it is not all a lie.  If that is the case, I am glad I didn't meet him.  If it is not, I hope God knocks me over the head with some patience...and quick!  I still don't know why I was even trying something long distance...I know it has never worked before...but SHOOT nothing local as worked out so far or else I would not be single still! Sad thing is this seems like it could be a good thing.  I had even tried to move to the area where he is and that was before I met him but that has not worked out either! 

Alright - enough whining! :)  This is Moment One/Step One for the path to good, no GREAT things!  I know there is something great right around the corner and I graciously accept it!  It may involve people and things already in my life and I accept how much better it all is about to be!  I welcome that wonderful love that I have searched for for all of my life.  I welcome that beautiful sofa that will end my 4 year quest! :)  I welcome that new house for me and mine to live in wonderful brillant happiness in.  I welcome that brand new Gray GMC Envoy that wants to be parked in my garage!  I welcome the great health and job opportunities that want to flood my life!  Starting now, I am no longer defeated!  I am merely steps away from the awesome things my path holds! 

I guess it is time to "Get Ta Steppin'"