Divine Intervention?

I cannot tell you how many times in the last few days I have tried to post something...and the post would be lost or my laptop would freeze up.  I am glad it did though!  My attitude has not been the best lately and I would have hated myself if what I had written ended up posted.  I was not nice to some my friends and some of my family in those posts.  I was awful and while they will never know what I was thinking/writing, I apologize for even having those thoughts!

Things are CRAZY here....my job? OFF THE WALL!  We are busier than ever...which is a good thing!  Except it is stressing me out.  I spent today just getting caught up on some uppacking and some truck maintenance that I had been putting off for too long.  I feel a LOT better having those things off my plate but there is plenty more where that came from! LOL!

Even though my job is crazy busy, it is still just a contract position.  We just got renewed for another 6 months but who knows what will happen after that.  The company I am contracting with is the same company I worked for 3 years ago and I absolutely loved it!  They are one of the Top Ten companies in the world and awesome to work for.  If this contract goes bust, I really hope I can get on permanent with them.  I would love that!  Unfortunately, that would probably mean I would have to leave NC to do it.  I have lived in NC all my life.  I am open to moving but I would hate to be away from my family and it looks like most of the permanent positions for my background are in CA - a place I have never even visited let alone thought about moving to!  Plus it would be my luck that I finally have that great committed relationship that I have looked for all my life and have to choose between having a great career to build on and be able to build a great life with someone with or choosing love with its flighty way of being.  All I have to say is he had better be pretty dang special!  LOL!

Well, I actually have plans for the evening....for a change!  LOL! Guess I better get ready!  Thanks for listening to me rant! :)  Hope you are living in the lap of love and happiness! :)

Boy, Was I BITTER!

I just read my last posting.  WOW!  Such control raged! So I am sure you want to know what happened...here goes.

Well, I had met a guy...nice, seemed to be a decent/good match (not great though) but I was willing to give him a chance.  After a couple of weeks of us hanging out and becoming friends...not even getting to the "dating" stuff yet, he starts talking about some ambiguous "personal things" that he has to take care of.  That to fully concentrate, he will need to forego getting closer with me.  Tells me that he will no longer have time for me for a few months. 

Well, recently, he contacted me...told me how much he regrets the decision that he made (and by himself I might add).  That he pulled away from me in haste and that he should have worked harder to make room for me in his life.  My thoughts?  Too bad; so sad....gotta go! 

So during that "down time" that apparently I was suppose to sit and wait for this guy to come back to me even though he didn't give me that notion, I met a REALLY great guy!  He lives in a town that is next door to my hometown.  He is a year younger than me and incredibly cute!  His southern accent puts a smile on my face and I hate the days that he and I don't get to talk to each other. 

I know this is new...and I have never been one to put "all my eggs in one basket" but I have such a good feeling about this one.  We went to a movie tonight.  Saw "Along Came Polly".  It was good.  We had fun and he made me laugh harder than any man has for a long time. 

Who knows...This could be good.